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It's boring to have summer vacation, when all your friends are working. It's kinda hard to find a job and sell yourself like a fool.
Year i know i can be a slacker hacker, but all i wanna do is to make "blade", skate and drink gooseberries cider in a small country house. I know this sounds stupid but I can't really relax without a job, i really need one. Sometimes i try 2 take care of myself and im like "Okay you stupid gorehead, it's frikkin 2am go 2 sleep or draw or do something you like for frik'sake! and i'm just like, i can't.". Jesus Christ the lord i even talking to myself now. I only have to think about one thing "NY NY NY". It's going to be some dope ass shit.